i saw the twin soul violet indigo flame grow golden and stay gold. for me, in the past was different. i fully expected, many cycles ago, to feel a certain way after having done a certain thing.
now i see a different soul-ution. i don't need to have a certain thing in order to feel a certain way. to feel is natural. i can feel how i want to feel without doing something first. i see who i am first. i am that i am. to know desire, one finds desirelessness first. i ask my self, how i already have that which i desire. surely, i am aware of it in another essential form. like desiring to get high. how to get high before getting high? i listen to music to get high, i write, dance, go out, shower, eat, and wear clothes.
i go through the human cycles; go through feelings, visions, oral sensations, awakenings, appreciations, initiations, recommendations, flabbergestureations, inflammations, periods of hibernation, the absorbing of information; all of this to realize awakening of the soul and spirit to the absolute peak of extacy, rapture, and zenith of love supreme on our planet, on our states of mind, on our solar system.
thank you god for that feeling of so! - in - my - oh - my - god! - vortex! thank you all-that-is for all-that-is! thank you for this divine state of being. thank you for that resonance of love in the heart enough to get us all high, time and time again. thank you for that so-in-my-oh!-my-god-vortex! feeling.
i love you, kiss you, and listen to you all the time and everywhere. i enjoy you.
thank you for being there for me in your various thoughts and guidance; thank you for the array of forms you present your self to me in my life, past, future, and present.
thank you for the storehouse of inspiration of all times; for musicians, writers, journalists, radio broadcasters, djs, entertainers, scholars, saints, outcasts, and extra-terrestrials. thank you for the earth and her elements. thank you for our neighbours and good company and a heaven on our earth, and in our solar system. thank you for that so!-in-my-oh!-my-god-vortexx feeling!
